I didn't think I'd be back here for more of these posts.

Within 5 minutes last night, I was told that I was annoying, selfish and stupid by the only person I'd ever thought wouldn't say such a thing. How does that make me feel?

You don't even want to know. I guess you can say I'm back in a pretty dark place now.


If you can't handle me at my worst then you definitely don't deserve me at my best.

It's been almost a whole year.

So much has changed. I opened myself up in such ways on this site that I'm always afraid to on Tumblr. I'm getting a lot better at it on there but I feel like all those people judge me still.






I miss you, every day.