SO FREAKING BIPOLAR

Tonight's episode doesn't feel as special as it should..
Thanks for ruining my date.

So much questioning. I know I should but I always have this little bit in me that questions people's actions and whether or not it is genuine. Are you just being nice to me but in reality, you're as fake as the last person? I'm beginning to think I give people too much credit sometimes.

Just because I haven't said anything doesn't mean I'm not waiting.

I have my speculations and whatnot but I'm not gonna say anything. I'm gonna proceed and see how it comes along. Yeah, biting my tongue and not let my thoughts take over. Just don't forget about what you told me you'd do.

I've become one of them. I can't believe it but I have. I can't seem to trust anyone's words or actions anymore. In the past, I've been fooled before and I knew I could never let that happen to again. Until it happened, of course. Now, I'm questions anything and everything. Not so much assuming but more hesitant and skeptical. I need you to prove me wrong.