I think I'm having a dark day.

Today's one of those days where I feel so overwhelmed, fed up, annoyed, unappreciated, and fhjlfdhdydf.

I've been ignoring my mom's calls cause I don't like telling her I don't have money to lend her. It sucks even more knowing that I should have given her the money earlier or put it aside instead of helping and spoiling people, giving so much to others.

At the same time, I still don't think I'm enough. Yet, I know for a fact that I've given and invested a lot.